Obsessions

Ugh. So fricking bored right now so I figured I make a blog post. So here it goes:

Obsessions. We all have them. Some are over sports, other over books and tv shows. My obsessions? Doctor Who,  Supernatural,  Sherlock, Lost, Merlin, Heroes, Glee, Star Trek, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, The Hunger Games, Precy Jackson, The Avengers, Minecraft, Dexter,  Breaking Bad, Total Drama Island, Tyler Oakley, Kingsley, Rhett and Link and so much more. However I have never met somebody with nearly as much of an obsession than Gryphon with Mikayla. Oh my god that boy has issues. He started by admitting he had a crush on her but since Mikayla can't date, she rejected him. At the time I wanted Gryphon and Mikayla to go out but that was before I knew the extent of this "crush". A bout a week ago, Mikayla admitted her feelings for Gryphon. Oh what a mistake. That set off the bomb that is Gryphon. He started carrying around this notebook and scribbling things in it. I found out that these scribbles were frikin hearts with Mikayla's name all over it! He has it with him at all times and Mikayla just thinks it is cute. Ain't nothing cute about a boy who would rape her of given the chance. He needs help and a lot of it. It would be ok if he wasnt completely head-over-heels in love with her. Her contact is saved in his phone as "Mikayala (The One)". I just wish Mikayla would see how creepy it all is.

(I drew a weird cat giraffe over Mikayla's last name)

Valentine's Day Sucks

Well, I've never had a blog before and I decided to make one, I dont really have an idea what to write about so I just chose something I know. Valentine's Day: the day of the year where the V and the D come together way too often. I realize that some people love Valentine's Day because they have a significant other or because they like spending it with their friends or their friends with benifits but I am starting to hate it. First of all I'm not allowed to date so that puts a damper on the whole relationship thing but of course being the rule breaking jackass I am, I would just secretly date. That leaves another problem: nobody wants to date me! Lets go back to the beginning of Junior High shall we. In sixth grade I liked this guy Zander for a while and guess what? He liked me too! He asked me out one day in 2nd period and I said yes and then (because I felt guilty for having a secret boyfriend or some shit like that) I broke up with him the next day. Not even 24 goddamn hours and it was still my longest relation ship. Then lets fast forward to the end of sixth grade. For some reason, I always felt like I had to like somebody at every point in time. So I chose this guy, lets just call him Trumoo. Thats where everything went wrong. I spent all seventh grade year bouncing from Trumoo to Zander and I still always fell back to Trumoo. (Which is okay because Zander went out Amaya and they're so cute together) So on Valentine's Day rolled around last year, I wanted to do something for Trumoo I got him a card and that kinda crap and I was gonna ask him to be my Valentine but this is around the time that the game "Oreo" was popular. For those of you that dont know, Oreo is a game where two people play rock paper scissors and the loser has to ask somebody out. Well the boys that were playing with Trumoo put a Valentine's Day twist on it. So as im about to ask Trumoo,  he asks me! You would think I would say yes but he and all his friends were laughing (BTW they all knew I liked him) so I just walked away. I felt so hurt inside and didn't know exactly why. Well lets go to eighth grade year (this year). Over Christmas break Trumoo got a Facebook and I started messaging him a lot. Somehow I worked up the nerve on Christmas Eve to awkwardly tell him how I felt and then he rejected me. ON MOTHERFUCKING CHRISTMAS EVE!   He wasnt a jerk about it though, I was just sad. Then I just pretended it didn't happen. And yet, I still cant get it through my brain that he doesn't like me! I still have this hope that he will ask me out on Valentine's Day even though I know he doesnt like me at all. Then there's this other guy Mickey the Idiot off to the side that likes my friend but she doesnt like him. I kinda like Mickey but always tease him so he doesnt like or trust me. So pretty much my dating life sucks. Then theres Trayton and Ayana. They are like my two best friends and they are totally perfect for each other. They used to date but they broke up because Ayana didn't treat him like a boyfriend (no kissing, hugging not even hand holding!). So the other day Trayton reveals that he was gonna ask her out again and I lost my shit. But once I calmed down he said he was gonna do it sometime this week so I get so excited. So I ask him today how he's gonna do it and he said he's not gonna do it! I dont understand why they arent together. But hopefully something good will happen this Valentine's Day for someone.

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