Saying Goodbye

So today was a half day at school and officially the start of spring break. You would think I would be really happy and up beat but no, not today. Today I had to say goodbye to my bestfriend who is moving to Illinois. She told me on Monday and I didnt really care, I figured it would hit me later and it did. I went home and cried for a solid twenty minutes and continued to sniffle and snort for the next thirty. The yesterdau me and some of my other friends had a goodbye party. It didnt really hurt us then, we wrre too concerned with the food availible to us. (MMM DORITOS) We all went to the dance yesterday afternoon and fought over who would dance with her. Then today,  everything was going fine until we were leaving. I said goodbye and gave Mikayla (the one who is moving) a hug a nd got on the bus. I proceeded to listen to "our song" (pompeii-bastille) and blink back tears as I rhought I would never see Mikayla again. And just like that: BAM! I looked out the window and Mikayla was still saying goodbye to a couple people, I ran off the bus like in a movie and told her goodbye for the last time, I gave her one last hug and went back to the bus. When the bus came to my stop I almost couldn't control my tears, I ran of the bus bumping into everybody as I did so and sprinted to my house where I continued to cry in my room for the next few hours.

I didnt realize how much I love and would miss Mikayla if she left until ahe was gone. Mickey if you ever read this know that everyone of us still loves you! XOXO